Blue, Blue, Blue

So I went out to see the sea
I looked for trust then found a flee
My God I found it

So I went out to see the dark
Just like the colour of my heart
And so I found it...

Blue blue blue
my head is turning blue

This time nothing will be the same
I won't be playing that game
not for another time
This time cards will be played by me
And just as I leave the sea
My head is turning blue

So I went out to find me
I looked for a soul and I couldn't see
and I couldn't find me

So I went out to see the sky
Just like the colour of your eye
This way I found me

Blue blue blue
my head is turning blue

This time nothing will be the same
I won't be playing that game
not for another time
This time cards will be played by me
And just as I leave the sea
My head is turning blue

Blue blue blue
Blue blue blue
Just like you!!!!!!!!

Attic

it's very dark
and I'm lying on the floor
I try to get up
as I hear you closing the door

I'm alone and I grope
while I'm searching for light
when I find an old picture
you and me holding tight

I'm locked in my attic
I'm looking for me
I'm feeling pathetic
I've got nothing to see no one to plea

I pick up a ring
that I gave you one day
it sounded forever
that sunshine in may

so I find the switch
and the lamp coloured through
there's nothing to pick
and no picture of you

I'm locked in my attic
I'm looking for me
I'm feeling pathetic
I've got nothing to see no one to plea

Melatonine

It´s getting late
and I´m waiting for you
the sunset is gone
you'll be making this true

'cause you take me down
you'll take me (to the ground)

You're my only choice
and I'm not the one who chose
You push me to your bed
well I dream 'till I'm dead

and you blow me high
you'll blow me (to the sky)

Twelve hours you'll be gone
Twelve hours you'll return
but still
I feel
I will hold on to you

Melatonine you make me fine
Melatonine you will be mine

Too many seconds

it's raining all day
and my fate is delayed
looking through the window
watch the hours go away

my house on fire
but still too cold to stay
you've stayed away

wishing you were all alone
wishing i was far away

it's pouring all day
and my life is sustained
looking to my watch
hear the pattering of the rain

my house on fire
but still too cold to stay
you've stayed away

wishing you were on your own
wishing i was years away

Sunflower

my head is a sunflower
searching for my only light
dreaming of my summer days
running from my lonely nights

if you kiss me
before the harvest
I´ll surely dry
and if you pick me for last
I’ll surely die...

Light House

I spent last night on train
with a ticket to another pain
I spent...

I spent last week on a sea light
you were out of sight
out of mind

but you harboured late in the night
and you anchored eyes of delight

and so I lie and I die night after night:

having you on my dreams
this must be my fate
sleeping with my nightmares
disappear and wait...

I'll spend tonight on a plane
the sky is the only aim
again

I'll spend my life on an island
waiting for you in the sand
I'll stand...

and this will be till the end
same old wait till the end

and so I lie and I die night after night:

having you on my dreams
this must be my fate
sleeping with my nightmares
disappear and wait...

always till late
always too late

Swansong

How long will it take?
How far will I go?
I'm loosing my breath.
I really don't know...

Is this the end?
I'm singing the song!
Just like a swan,
For how long? how long? How long?

Waiting

strange is like I feel
here on the top of the hill
and these are all my dreams
messed up with all of my sins

memories of a long time ago
some ghosts are all that I know
and these are all my dreams
I smile while she screams:

"tomorrow in heaven today in the floor waiting for something else waiting for more..."

strange is like I feel
rolling down like a wheel
waiting for the hole in the ground
thinking of the time you were around

my head is address of confusion
of love , disguise and illusion
and these are all my dreams
I die while she screams:

"tomorrow in heaven today in the floor waiting for something else waiting for more..."

Strange Sickening Pain

I´m feeling so sad
probably I´m already dead
and there´s a strange sickening pain
haunting me again and again

I´m feeling so blue
probably because of you
am I going insane?
yes it´s true, again and again

found found found found
lost lost lost lost
la la la la la la

does this really belong to me?
or is it something it will never be?
I´m now down on my knees and I´m asking you this, please...

I´m feeling so faraway
I´ll never know the way
and this must be part of the game
am I going insane again?

I´m feeling so sick
probably never felt so weak
and I´m feeling the rain
just like the pain again and again

found found found found
lost lost lost lost
la la la la la la

does this really belong to me?
or is it something it will never be?
I´m now down on my knees and I´m asking you this, please...

Seabirds

summer is gone and I feel like I felt a long time ago
seabirds fly to heaven
and I´m down on earth I´m lost in you...
the winter is coming
and I´ll grab it in my hands deadly strong
the wind blows through my hair and I´m gone away
I´m all for you today...

there´s nothing left of what you meant to me
there´s nothing left of what you used to be
but I really don´t mind as long as I don´t get blind

next summer will be here soon
and I´ll have to hide in the gloom
this winter I´ll be away but I must come back one day...

Panic in the Park

standing in a park
see some people jogging
there´s a girl with a red skirt
and a boy with a blue shirt

standing in the park
a gun in the dark

she kissed and wondered
pushed him to the tree
this I still could see
so I blew them up

standing in the park
a gun in the dark

there´s a body on the ground
there´s a gun in the dark

there´s a girl with a red skirt
and a boy with a blue shirt

there´s a body on the ground
there´s a gun in the dark

panic in the park

Last Winter

it tasted like coffee last grey winter
it huged me strong and left us wrong
it tasted like sugar last cold winter
and now I know spring will last forever

if I´m unloveable and I can´t love
who are you that flies away my love or just a dove

it was grey, cold and perfect last stormy winter
how I wish I´d be listening: “happy new year”
it tasted like lemon last bitter winter
and now I know spring will last forever

if I´m unloveable and I can´t love
who are you that flies away my love or just a dove

“springtime is for lovers”- they say
I´ll never smile again...

In my city

empty streets on the christmas eve
finding you in the fall of the leave
searching for colder places
finding rooms with warmer faces

dancing till you wake me up
dreaming till you shake me up
I´ll be blown away however
let me wish this forever

sunset at five, goodtime for a dive in this peculiar place after your kiss in my face

drowning in my city
lonely and pretty
shiver and shake , twist and fake
walk and wait and never too late
I wish I could fly
with my wings I would die
but my ignorant sins
won´t let me fulfill my dreams

sunset at five goodtime for a dive in this peculiar place after your kiss in my face

Boy

There´s a picture of a boy in my living room
I can´t remember his name I hope I´ll remember it soon
I think I know that face someone I once met
now I don´t know his name and if he used to be like that

tonight I´m going back
tonight I´m going away
tonight I will attack and I won´t be back for today

"you used to be like that" that´s what my mother said
I´ll never be like that again and that is making me mad
I sit down on my sofa
I cry for what I lost again
I wonder how I used to be
I shoot myself and end this game

tonight I´m going back
tonight I´m going away
tonight I will attack and I won´t be back for today

I´m going back
I´m going back

Alice

Stops and runs like a fire that burns
she throws me a glance and i have no chance

alice is mine and alice is wild
but she leaves me a :"goodbye"

she floats and flicks like a butterfly sinks
and she´ll know i´m away as spring brings a day

alice is mine and alice is wild
but she leaves me a :"goodbye"

i´ll see you soon in the daisy field

goodbye

Morning rain

you fade in the morning
when the truth is calling
and you let the night in pain
as you kill me once again

it´s always the same
always in the morning rain

you slip away today
as you went everyday
but the morning rain
will clean me once again

it´s always the same
always in the morning rain
fly away

let me stay a little more
in the morning rain
fly away